here I am feeling emptiness inside yet everytime I call on the name of Jesus a slight of relief comes on and I began to get stronger. I hate that I always turn back and my heart gets in the way of falling back and I always seem to get hurt. someday and oneday I will find the strength to move forward. for now I need that missing thing in my life that has been gone for awhile now. im not sure on how to get it back but maybe.oneday I pray. Lord knows my hearts desire. well herr is all my thoughts and pain and I pray that it will go to past